thatgrrrl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- some thoughts from yesterday Another boring day yesterday at work, EXCEPT that I got to have a long conversation on the phone with RF. Of course, since I was at work, and non-private, he did most of the talking. Which was good, I learned a lot about him. What kinds of things he would expect from me. Lots to think about. To the point where I even left work at 4:30, and went and sat in the car in the park and just thought about them. And made some notes. Which probably won't make any sense to you, but I'm putting them in here for me. Aloof but close - like a father or uncle? what is my reward? what's in it for me? what's in it for him? pride in being with me? honesty and respect and openness And after talking on the phone for over an hour yesterday, we also chatted online for over an hour. Of course, online, I was also chatting with LB, the coastal guy. Who is sweet. And, if RF wasn't around, I would probably be a LOT more interested in following up on, even though he's not local. I hope to have lots of thinking time while I'm in California. 6:44 a.m. - 2005-04-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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